I'm sorry

I'm sorry is about all I can say to Dino Boy this past Friday. Daddy has been gone all that week and so I was flying solo, stressed from having to do everything (really even when he is here I still do EVERYTHING) so Friday when I picked him up at school we headed to the store and than Sonic for dinner. Dino Boy asked if we coukd go to the football game tonight, it's no big deal the field is 2 minutes from the house, I agreed and we moved on. Came home ate it's only about 4:30/5 so we had plenty of time to play, clean and completely forget about going to the game. At around 7:15 Doll Baby gets cranky and I put her to bed (not remembering the game that starts at 7:30). Dino Boy goes and gets the chicken eggs but he hears people and at the same time we both realize the game is starting. I keep saying "I'm sorry." And he gets wants us to go and I tell him I have no one to watch his sister who is sound asleep now. He screams the three words I thought would never and I mean NEVER would come out of my sweet little boys mouth "I hate you." I'm crushed and holding back tears and say "I'm sorry." He silently gets ready for bed and without even a hug goes to his room. I go in a couple of minutes later and tell him that no matter what I would always love him. He just turns away, my six year old is an old soul and when he hurts it hurts bad. I know that it's just a game but I let him down, I failed him that night because I let stress get to me. He has forgiven me and we made plans to go to the last two home football games. But still the pain that I hurt him enough for him to think he hates me is there.

Pencil Review

So we tried out these new BIC Xtra-FUN pencils and my kids love them! The colors are bright and what caught my kids attention first. Dino Boy loves to draw and write letters to all his friends and family with them. And Doll Baby likes to draw and bang really hard on the paper with them, lucky for her the lead is pretty dang strong and doesn't break. They have helped Dino Boy's hand writing because he practices so much with them. Down fall the eraser is only held on by plastic that the kids can pull out...so some of the pencils are missing the eraser...but hey got it for free from bzzagent.com!

Men...husbands..

I normally don't complain about my husband...but sometimes he just doesn't know when to keep his mouth shut. I stay at home all day with Doll Baby who is two and before/after school with Dino Boy, of course I'm not going to look perfect...in fact most days I'm lucky I have deodorant on...right? I am always covered in whatever food Doll Baby has eaten...and my hair is pulled back with paint or whatever in it from the day. We stay busy and we have fun...please don't come in and ask if I'm sick or complain that I don't look like I did when we were dating ten years ago...sorry being married and birthing two kids ruined that...So last week I decided to take that time and fix myself for him before he got home...however those nights I was too tired to do anything with him...if you get my drift.

My kids suck their thumbs...it's a habit we are now trying to break Dino Boy if..it's a hard habit and dad took his iPad away for a week just to try to get him to stop...a week later and I've only caught him a handful of times...maybe it will work.

Me and Doll Baby had some fun selfie time last week. I'll have to add some later.